flop flop

i think i accomplished this year the same way I drink coffee on mornings I don't want to wake up

meaning i keep closing my eyes
and opening them again
and putting my hand on the warm cup
then taking it off again
and drowsing off a bit
until the liquid cools
and all the small amount of sugar settles at the bottom
and the creamer floats to the top.

and then I make ice coffee!