just don't think





UNACCEPTABLE.

Leez:
go shopping with me
:(

Spoon:
did you listen?!
and i would
but only under the condition
that you get really really drunk with me

Leez:
and yes i am listening

Spoon:
and go to some dark club
and dance a lot

Leez:
I HAVE A LOT OF ALCOHOL

Spoon:
with strangers.

Leez:
i have a lot of alcohol for no good reason

whimsy

i often forget that i have been a lonely person more than not.

when i was younger i liked to read and write stories on our bulky, grey-white Compaq. i liked riding my bike and climbing trees and running really fast down hills, so that it seemed like I couldn't even stop by the time I'd reach the bottom.

i made houses out of moss in the backyard because i made-believe that fairies existed. they would come live in the houses and then they would be my friend. then I would have someone to talk to, and I wouldn't be so lonely anymore.

i was reading asofterworld and there was an ad for this etsy store.

i don't know, looking at these made me remember weird days where we would go on family bike rides. the sun was so bright and all i can remember is how happy I felt and how I would never get a day older. I would just stay four forever, making motes in our turtle sandbox and helping mulch the garden with my Little Mermaid bucket. we'd run through the sprinkler until my hair was lighter than my skin.

and mom would bake cookies and we'd paint our toenails technicolor.









i concur, miguel

1. make straight As, or something close to it.
2. start being the kind of person that knows everything that is going on in the world.
3. stop spending so much time putting on eye makeup.
4. stop being a scared little bitch.
5. make some friends.
6. learn to cook.
7. love john the way I am supposed to.




rene!!!


estos son fotos saqué mientras estuvimos manejando a los angeles:



puesta de sol en Oklahoma



manejé a texas el diá primero y después estuve muy cansada ;_; entonces mi hermano manejó a Albuquerque, Nuevo México-- dormimos allí.




albuquerque es muy bonita pero mucho frío allí




hay muchos de estos en el desierto...muy feo no bueno :(




vistamos un museo famoso...es una vista de la ciudad los angeles. mucho contaminación!



mi hermano y yo. por qué, mi cabeza es muy grande waaaaaah :(



mi hermano tonto ^-^



mi apartamento...muy chiquito pero me gusta. necesito comprar cortinas, el sol es muy fuerte por las mañanas y no puedo dormir nada después ocho '-.- pero la vista es hermosa, puedo ver todo del centro los angeles






okay...deseo que estas muy bien y hay mucho trabajo en restaurant. dile todo estoy extrañando ustedes mucho! y puedes enseñar sosa esto? gracias mi amigo mejor! lo siento no contesté tus mensajes...teléfono no trabaja bueno aqui Q_Q necesito cambiar servicio...no mames tmobile!

tengo exámen de español mañana. tengo miedo! espero puedo hacer buena nota. desearme suerte.






x-posted

we never really talked politics
because even after 365 days,
you're all I've wanted on my lips.

but change came in last november
we pushed signs of hope in the yard, though
only one of us remembers.

details, exhales, times our hearts stopped--
i've been wrung out for seventeen years
without knowing of what love was wrought.

now i can't fucking imagine
life without your arms making a second armor
around me; don't make me fathom

another life of confusion,
of other tongues and other bloodstreams,
i need you to disillusion

my tainted view of existence.
and i'm sorry for the times i am someone
else, for the useless resistance--

because I want to be the name
that you scream when you want more and
you're more than I ever needed, and
nothing can ever be the same
if you're not with me and your words aren't
ripping me open like an ambulance
flying through gridlock traffic,
and i have to have this
guarantee that i can grow old with you
and still feel young forever
with our rough hands interlocked together.

we may never be flawless but i know
that you make me feel endless and
it kills me to have to go.

but, beautiful, if I can take anything with me
it's that I know that there is something wonderful out there.
something that I didn't understand before. I believe you now.
I just wanted to tell you that you're going to be the dream that wakes me up at night, and the reason I keep trying to sleep. Because I want to see you again.

first day in the dorm



bed and things. i decorated the bulletin board before I unpacked anything >.>



desk area, accompanied by domo and murloc.



whole room and my VERY (unforunately) large window.




breakfast! delicious.


hope you all are doing well, where ever you may be.